Don’t Give Up

Well, January has come and gone and we’re already halfway into February. At the beginning of the year I’m so motivated to make changes, to try new things, to reprioritize my life. With renewed vision and vigor I determine to…

  • Clean the closets
  • Redecorate the house
  • Eat healthy
  • Get back on budget
  • Exercise more
  • Read more, pray more, study more

And yet, by the end of January, I notice the dust beginning to settle on my dreams for the year. *Sigh*

The fire that motivated me so strongly January 1 is beginning to burn a little dimmer – at times flickering and gasping to stay aflame.

Funny how easy it is to be quick out of the blocks – to initiate change, start projects, take on new responsibilities. Yet over time I watch the energy I need to sustain the pace at which I desire to run dissipate.

I haven’t given up though. I’m determined to push through and approach this year with a different level of faith, an additional dose of tenacity. I don’t want to meander through the year, wilting under its heat and pressure, succumbing to its weight and burden.

I truly believe that God has a purpose and plans for me. I believe that He has wonderful plans for you too.

I don’t think I’m experiencing anything new – nothing you probably haven’t had to face as well.

In fact many years ago, we find the apostle Paul encouraging the Galatian believers as they began to waver under the persecution for their faith. He urges them not to allow their diligence and discipline to wane. He writes,

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Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Galatians 6:9

There will be seasons when the heat is turned up and the enthusiasm we once had to initiate change fades.Don’t give up. Don’t grow weary. Don’t become discouraged in your efforts. Perhaps you aren’t seeing the results you desire in this season, but God created you to flourish. To move forward in what He created you to do.

Push through your weariness to experience the growth and reward waiting for you on the other side of your mountain. It’s his power working in you and through you that gives you the ability to overcome and reap the harvest you desire to see in your life this year.

 

 

 

 

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I Want to Soar but I’m Afraid of Falling

There’s an attraction at Disney’s California Adventure called Soarin’ Around the World where you’re in a flight simulator that mimics a hang gliding adventure above some of the world’s most amazing wonders.

During your airborne experience, you can actually feel the wind blowing in your face and smell scents like fresh flowers while you soar over majestic places like the awe-inspiring Alaskan glaciers and the incredible Iguazu Falls in South America.

You really feel like you’re being carried by the wind. Like you’re soaring.

It’s a freeing feeling and while I was there I decided I want to live like that.

Soaring

He mounted the cherubim and flew; he soared on the wings of the wind. Psalm 18:10

At least for the 5 minutes I was on the ride. Then my kids dragged me over to the Tower of Terror where you’re strapped in a seat, locked in a dark room and drop free fall for 13-stories.

It’s a lot easier for me to want to soar when I’m gently floating in front of a large computer screen and aware that I’m on a ride at a theme park that will end in about 5 minutes.

Although it feels like I’m soarin’, in reality, I’m in a room, sitting in a chair that is only two feet off the ground.

While I say I want to soar, I want to live with courage, faith and freedom, if I can confide in you, I really prefer to keep my feet on solid ground where there’s more certainty and I can control my course.

Because when the bottom drops out and I start falling.

Down.

All.

Thirteen.

Stories.

Well, then I scream, panic and really embarrass my kids.

When fear creeps in, my natural impulse is to tighten my grip on what I can control – my circumstances, my kids, my schedule, etc.. Anxiety level rises, my stomach turns, my neck tightens and I start calling my kids a zillion times trying to track them down and make sure they’re okay (another story).

I’m learning, though, when facing mountains of fear, when it feels like I’m free falling and there’s no way out, if I relax, take a deep breath and step out, God is faithful to lead me through my greatest challenges.

Because I don’t soar alone. He calls me out, but He comes along with me. And in the process, He changes me, teaches me to trust Him and I get to know Him in a more wonderful way.

Not a terrifying free fall bursting with fear.

I get to soar and experience the freedom and grace that comes when I live by faith.

…but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. Isaiah 40:31